aportraitoftheartist-asayoungfan:
Is probably the singularly most unsettling thing to ever exist on the internet
You possess a strong sense of self-importance or an overdeveloped self regard. You nevertheless have the ability to make emotional connections to others and are capable of achieving satisfaction in a romantic relationship. However, your self-regard has the tendency to limit your emotional depth and to leave you feeling not completely committed or emotionally distanced. You do not easily form strong emotional bonds.
You feel helpless and agitated. Feelings of incipient loss may have lead you to a state of nervous collapse or to overwhelming feelings of resentment. In all likelihood the problems that you are encountering have left you without the mental clarity to view them objectively. An immediate threat is seen upon the horizon and a sense of hopeless exhaustion will result unless the stress can be relieved through relaxed contemplation.
i guess i’m too egocentric/selfish. which i agree with.
A lack of confidence is evident, most likely due to a sense that you may not achieve your immediate goals, whether professional or romantic. You are in a delicate state, having extended yourself into a new realm of experience, one which has not yet proven itself to be successful. A need for calm surroundings in which to strive for success is apparent.
You are unfulfilled romantically, possibly the result of high expectations or hopes for an ideal relationship which is statistically difficult to achieve. You are a very aesthetic and emotional individual, however you have learned to control yourself through constant self-monitoring. You are probably artistic and cultured and seek to find others of a similar nature in order to find peace. These needs are not currently being methow the hell is this so accurate. =/
You have quite a high view of your own worth and tend to respond immediately and quite negatively to any perceived criticism. There is a distinct limit to the amount and degree of empathy that you can bring to bear in any situation, however your above average intelligence will under some circumstances allow you to modulate your incipient narcissism in order to better interact with those around you. This in fact is your only hope.
You will reject any limitations on your freedom or constraints upon your behavior. You desire above all to control your fortunes and will respond with great anger and anxiety if your self-determination is constrained. You believe that only by following your own beliefs explicitly will you be able to attain the respect you feel you deserve. Often you will resist admitting a mistake and will intentionally refuse to understand others’ points of view because of your headstrong attitude. This can create resentment in others.
why is this so accurate and why am i so scared. also this test just creeped the shit out of me.
Remote Controlled Flying People Troll
aside from being brillaint as hell.
it’s fucking hilarious too.
I hate indoor. Grr I don’t want to go back. It’s not so much the activity, it’s kinda fun and the music isn’t bad and stuff… It’s just I have no friends.
All throughout high school marching band and indoor, the pit consisted of people I loved to be around! But here, none of the members are people that I honestly enjoy being around…
As for the picture: this was the first and only well accepted gift I gave my ex. I love crystals, more than gold or silver or pearls. Crystals sparkle and are so colorful, it makes the wearer seem like a becon of light and hope. Logically, my favorite jewelry store is swarovski, which is where I took this picture.
Yup, just me refusing to let go of the past ^_^
